Difficult hours...

Let me tell you a story, you are in love, the person who you are in love with claims that has the same feeling for you, after 10 month of up and downs and getting to know each other and dealing with so many difficulties, suddenly unlike almost all other Saturday afternoons of the last ten month, your “love” decides to not see you and go shopping “since u have a lot to study” and you are both going to this party tonight, it is “sensible” to just see each other later at night. The night before all this, a former friend-who you don’t talk to any more, because u think that friend is jealous of your relationship- calls you around 1 AM and wakes you up to tell you that he has seen your love in some chat line and again tries to convince you that you are being cheated on. You have so much faith in your relationship that you don’t give a damn and you tell him to basically F.. Off. Then in the afternoon of this Saturday-which unlike any other you are home- you get board of studying and try to call your “love”, but incidentally, when your love tries to turn the cell phone off, the cell phone is turned on, and then it is left in the pocket of your love’s jacket. Now you can hear every thing that is being said and you hear this other man, who is being flirtatious and obviously they are just starting to know each other, because they talk about the city and other cities and etc…, Now you have this indescribable feeling of fear, anger, anxiety and curiosity. You listen for 12 mints. They end up in a restaurant and you get cut off. So what do u do now?.. you have all this studying to do and you cant concentrate, you don’t know if you should call back and ask who that other person is, you don’t know if this is all a simple mistake and they are just friends, one thing you do know is that u were deliberately kept out of this, u were not suppose to find out, so u cant stand it, so you call back, The cell phone is not picked up and is being turned off, you leave a message and say that it is urgent, U don’t get a call back and now one hour has passed. What do u do? This could all be nothing and you will know with in a few hours..but how are u gana say it or ask, so if it was a mistake, no one would get hurt? Well IF I WERE U ,I wouldn’t know what I would do, maybe just to make these difficult couple of hours pass more easily I would start writing about it in my web log, I am sure it would help me get through it……